Emerging Tree

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Seeking to enable the emergence of Church - a community of people who meet with Jesus and intend to become like him. Here this means people who live in a small, multiply deprived urban community in a provincial town. Mostly stories and reflection on the journey of a group of older women as they emerge into an intentional community meeting with and serving Jesus.

Me and God - Video


Another chapter has been spoken in our telling of faith stories. Our youngest member - the maker of many of our greatest cuppas - has recorded a new video about her faith. As the words of a young woman with learning disability it speaks for itself. We are all further challenged in our discipleship and faith sharing by the openness and honesty with which she speaks.

This was recorded for her to use at her confirmation service so talks about the church, her faith, and her sense of calling....

Her struggle to get smooth sentences out means its a bit disjointed visually - the film editing has been done by an extreme amateur - me!

As a group we've been distracted by a couple of other events in the last few weeks but are looking to developing out telling about Jesus along with our blanket and some jam making during June.

Lonely hero or band of sisters - Decisions and Faith


Sometimes I wonder if I should have begun pioneered alone, rather than attempting to pioneer with the women as a group. I could have unveilled a new Church environment quickly and this may have been very successful. However, something made me choose otherwise. I saw Jesus in the eyes of these women and saw them as part of the future. I had respect for their commitment and believed God was calling them to something new.

The path I have taken means that I have had an eye to modelling change and mentoring a couple of the women in mission and leadership. It takes longer to travel as a group, but I continue to believe the group,  are significant to the mission of God in this neighbourhood. I have a complete sense of personal inadequacy to the task, but that is the point. It is God who is (more than) adequate to the task.  Together we are discovering that power of God released in us by our faith, which grows as we work together. His power is always sufficient for the task!

Newcomers and faith


Possibly some of the women are talking more about their faith in their daily lives. I say this because over the last couple of months they have brought 3 different people to worship on Sundays, one of whom is attending regularly.

By a fascinating set of circumstances, one of these is a woman we prayed for regularly during 2009-10 when she was seriously ill, and the other 2 are neighbours of a family who are also beginning to attend Sunday worship.

It seems ironic that work aimed at developing Church beyond the walls of Sunday and the institutional structures may be resulting in fresh interest in approaching God through traditional worship.

Although the women have invited at least 2 people to join them on Thursdays this has not yet been productive. I guess this is a good thing as the women are going to be at the ecumenical Lent course for the next month so our more normal meetings are suspended. I am also minded that the period of transformation we seem to be in on Thursdays may be at a stage which requires stable membership. My decision to attempt to work with this group and support transformation probably requires the women to feel secure in a new identity before they will successfully offer hospitality to new members.
© Dave Walker

Blanket Knitting


The yarn has arrived and everyone has chosen their thread (with a few extra for any newcomers). One of the women took responsibility for casting on, and the knitting has begun.

Everyone was very excited and already we have all taken a turn. I think it is the most riotous gathering we've had yet. Apart from the initial excitement we have been playing 'musical chairs.... its much easier to knit the blanket if you are sitting alone on the sofa so we took it in turns to occupy the best seat in the room.

We now have about 8 rows completed, but it will be a while before we do any more. Church leaders have organised the ecumenical Lent Study to fit with our meeting times and the women have decided to join with them for the next 5 weeks. I feel a little sad but am interested to see what happens.

Testimony Effect


The testimony was great!

I'm not speaking particularly about the impact of the story... I'm talking mostly about the impact of the telling on all the members of the group. The woman who told her faith story is so full of the experience, and the sense she had of God's presence - which all the other members of the group who were present could see. She told her story again today to the woman who missed the service, and everyone was able to re-live the event.

She was asked lots of extra questions, both about her story, and about what it was like to stand up in front of people. She talked of how it felt (she had found it a very good experience) and was telling everyone else to have a go. Even the most timid member of the group was starting to think about it by the end of the conversation. One recounted a part of her own story which linked in to the conversation.

I thought back to 2 1/2 years ago when I lead a series of interactive services on the 'Time to Talk of God' report. At that time not one of them was able to tell anything of their story to each other... the most personal thing they said was about enjoying going to Easter People some years previously.

I wonder if their will be opportunities for the women to develop this during the Lent course, as we will not be meeting until after Easter.